Sunday, March 1, 2020

Top 10 BIGGEST regrets of my life!?

My TOP 10 biggest regrets in life so far: 10. Trying to understand women/girls (I am not giving up though) 9. Being a fan of anything that is not of God. (Too much headache and heartache) 8. Having an extended family/God family members (Some stay true while most stray away) 7. 4 women who really motivated me/wasted part of my life. (Edi, Gypsy Queen, Tama and Ake) I will not state names.
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6. Having hidden depression caused by my Father since the age of 5.
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5. Every single mistake I have ever made. (Especially in school/college. I wanted to achieve perfection. That is a big mistake.)
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4. All the times (Due to my chemical imbalance, I rarely talked back to my Mother. It was stupid but I was young at the time.)
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3. Being too nice (at my job, on social media sites and etc.)
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2. Being exposed to the highest extremes of evil. (Not much of a regret because I have to know how to still be a good person)
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1. Having too much faith in strangers/humanity. (Give them to Jesus and let come may. Meaning, life is filled with deaths and dreams. Sometimes, death must occur in order to maintain balance. Sad but true.)
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Bonus regrets: 0. Not achieving most of my short term goals such as learning many musical instruments, being a black belt in two martial arts and other small goals. (It is not too late and I can still achieve them) -1. Allowing America to vote for Trump and Bush. (We should have made better voting decisions) -2. Not asking more questions in life towards my elders/mentors.
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Goal: Write a short story about my regrets?